Nov 4th, a month after my birthday. I started to blog in this virtual world. Actually, I am not good in keeping an update diary. Any diaries or planners that I have, will only contain sketches and scribbling, starting at the back of the page. And here, I got to be with the flow because there's no way me gonna flip to the end pages.... except if i stop this nonsense, stop sharing my thoughts today.

How am I gonna start this...hmmmm. Thoughts!!! They said a good 1119 student, good vocab and command in English could write an essay 5 to 6 pages long based on a single word. Huh!!! Wish i could do that!! It will be awesome to be in good command in English, awesome with all 'boombastic' words that makes people awe at you.

Where am i just now!! Ahhhhh...thoughts. Thoughts for me is just a thing that you think about something. Maybe something good...or something bad. Here i am in front of this computer, scribbling with my keyboard, typing nonsense and try to keep the excitement of having a blog...ALIVE!!!

I like to do some thinking, anytime especially while doing what most people hate to do...WAITING. Waiting is wasting time. A person, in my opinion should get hold and control their time...do this, do that.....keep their activities alive, occupied their time for the whole day.

I hate waiting. I am easily up to my nerves if someone is not punctual...especially when it involves important meetings and decisions to be made. Some kind of waiting is nice and it proves something. As if for now....I am waiting to come out with an interesting topic to say.... anything under the sky... and my brain is accessing all of the topics, simultaneously me typing nonsense for my first post in my blog.......huh.

Waiting is a challenge for people with plans, a disaster for a person in need for help, a happy moments for a becoming dad waiting outside the labour room, a point of standing for us to give a thought...what really happen in this life. And where this decision will lead.

I dunno what will be the outcome of this act....having a blog and brewing all my thoughts here. I am not an important person, not a politician, not an engineer, not a sailor. Only a person wanna share some thoughts....and maybe get some views that may spark a room in my brain.

Einstein been noted as a person with the most brain area being used in life. And he came out with the famous 'theory of relativity'. Maybe some area sparks our brain and we can have a 'teleport station' like what we've seen in Star Trek. And less people will have the problem of.........WAITING. The great idea between here and there is still open.

So, what am i waiting for........ Two face said " i make my own luck ". Spiderman said " with great power, comes greater responsibilities". There will be no change if we don't. There's no better place to live if we don't try to live better. And we will never live better if we made others suffer. Sufferings need sacrifices. Sacrifices will lead to victory. Victory will lead to leadership. Leadership will take us to a vision. A vision will collapse if we fail to communicate. Communication is important because it will lead to satisfaction.

So, i feel a bit satisfied with my fingers getting slower......................typing. And it helps a bit by defragmenting my brain clusters........Now I am back on track to finish my work, but still the idea is not popping out from my brain. I need to see some books to get my job done. By the way...... i am a Graphic Designer.

See ya.........